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May 31, 2005
Hrrrmm It has been a while since I last wrote in here, depressing I know. Well I am in Careers & I am very bored. I have party pictures in which I will put on later because I am in school & just don't want to right now.
Tootles, loves.<33
Posted at 09:51 am by TragicxEndings
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Apr 8, 2005
We got inches away, and I never even got close
We got inches away, and I never even got close
Well today was interesting enough. Beth, Jordon and Corbin<33 came over. We watched The Notebook it was a sad but cute movie. We had a pretty good time. We all wandered over to the movie store then to the pizza store mmm Pizza it tasted oh so yummy.
I had rice with ketchup *giggles*.
Then Beth's cell phone started to wring in which it started to make a funny sound becaise it was set to vibrate, so of course dumb me.... thought it was Beth farting *giggles once more*. It was quite embaressing.
Then after all the commosion Beth's mother arrived to pick her and Jordon up. Then an hour later, Corbin's bus arrived.(That makes him sound handi-caped).
After... I came on here, Kyle was online he said "so i see you wrote on Brandon's hand again."
Me: "Yes, lol...he's so cute and he has a nice bum."
Kyle: "Ou Kayla likes Brandon."
Me: "Nah man, how do you figure?"
Kyle: "You writing on his hand, saying he's cute and has a nice bum."
Me(being the most stubborn person ever): "Nah man i write on lots of people's hands I look at all guy's asses even yours lmao AND he is cute."
*Then a whole bunch of other funny things.*
Then in another convo I might add*
Me: "Oh shit!"
Me: "I like Brandon!"
Sarah: "NO BBADD KAYLA!"
Well that was my interesting day*
Figure out I like someone else too and had a fantabulous time with my buddys.
«She's the blade and you're just paper....playing so dimly that only I can hear.»
Posted at 10:01 pm by TragicxEndings
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Apr 3, 2005
She's [beautiful] as usual with [bruises] on her ego.
She's [beautiful] as usual with [bruises] on her ego.</3
Well, this is pretty confusing. I feel like I'm in love with my boyfriends best friend......that's not right, at all. I just wanna drop to the ground and scream then cry like theres no tomorrow and wollow in bed with a bowl of icecream. BUT i can't let this take over my life, no that wouldn't be right. No .... no giving in, or should I, I really want to. Even though it will not help out my whole situation, wollowing could do some good. I tried to drink away my problems last night, and i drank a little too much I was dillusional. It just made things worse. I'll just end up with a bad liver and broken hearted, like alot of people. I don't know whats going through my mind right now. I love my b/f oh so much, he's my first love and I will never get over him. But yet I liked that certain someone before I liked my b/f. This is pathetic. So i'll just stop writing.
*Sincerely;
The Broken Hearted Loser.
Posted at 01:31 pm by TragicxEndings
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Mar 27, 2005
Spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen.
Spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen.
werd,its been a while and how i missed this so.Nothings really been happening lately, wow way to lie right through my teeth or dare i say... finger =O i said it. well.....everythings pretty fucked, cept beth is back which send joy through my torn and also beaten pulsating thing a ma jig that keeps my life going, which i dont see how....its so torn and mangled its a mystery how it survives, i just dont understand the ways of the creature that lives inside me, it lives through the most amazing pain, but yet...insists on living on inside this bruised and battered body. It revives me although it can barely keep its self going. Oh i love it so, i also hate it for loving and caring for others in which i should not at all. well much credit is earned for this magnificant thing in which thrives off of our blood called a heart. Many cheers.<3
**These are some sick pictures I took on my day out with the Lovely *sarah*<333 and the most scene kid *Corbin* <3 in which I love dearly, all my heart to you!<3//
Corbin....I took this very percautiously shh he didn't know, im like a little kid sneaking a cookie from the sacred cookie jar. Preferably Chocolate Chip.
Corbin once again. I do believe I can go pro with these. I heart you.<3
The Lovely most astonishing Sarah.<333
 Him with his most fantabulous shirt on, in which i love dearly.
Me and Sarah are going to have to go pro, we did an amazing job on his hair. He has amazing girl hair. :) We layered it and even straightened it.
Another picture of Corbin. Very photogenic.
 We both wore out Ghetto-Fabulous shoes that day, had to get a picture of them.
Had to get a picture of that siiicck shirt that I love oh so much.<333
Posted at 04:29 pm by TragicxEndings
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Mar 18, 2005
Take this broken heart and make it right.
Take this broken heart and make it right.</3
Okay, well...last night was a kick ass time, i most deffinately had fun. Me and Kyle were stuck cleaning up Dave's puke but hey it happens, anything for a bud. BUT aha, Dave wanted me to kiss him, big no no. Then a certain someone was all over me, he shall remain nameless. Kyle was great he took care of me when I just about had enough.<3 He smacked me to keep me from passing out but its all good cause I got a kiss on the cheek after that hehe. Great guy. But silly him, tried to drink water and spilt it every where even on my precious pants.): But thats okay hehe. It was all good fun. Hmm gotta go... More updates later heh.
Tootles.<3
Posted at 06:52 pm by TragicxEndings
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Mar 17, 2005
It's not hard to dream;You'll always be my Konstantine.<3
It's not hard to dream;You'll always be my Konstantine.<3
Well, going to my friend Chelsea's tonight, shes so totally rad.<3..... We're going to have plenty of fun. I also get to see my "Konstantine"<3 He's so awesome I love him to death. Well nothin has really happened since the last time I wrote in here. So I guess theres not much to say. Sad ... I know.): but aw well. I've been listening to the song Konstantine over and over since its such a fantabulous song. yay. Im very angered with a certain someone, they're getting on my nerves. Urg! But hey its alright be happy.(: hehe. Well best be going.
P.s; Smoking causes lung cancer.
Posted at 02:32 pm by TragicxEndings
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Mar 12, 2005
Dear Die-ary; Today I learned...That on the inside...Im ugly too.
Dear Die-ary; Today I learned...That on the inside...Im ugly too.</3
Well, it's 8:52 in the morning...way too early for me. Ick. Im sitting here listening to TBS cause I'm oh so cool. Hmm I have alot of anger and I have nothing to take it out on, So im taking it out on people...never good. Last night was okay, HE came over last night and we as they say "chilled"<--never really got that saying. But anyways, We watched Shrek, Then i fell asleep on him=) hehe. Wellll I might be going drinking at my friends house tonight. Her name is Chelsea... Shes so cute hehe. Gotta love her. I might not go though, gonna spend some time with my daddy. Ou I'm getting new shoes soon...for easter... My hair is now done. Red(which will fade to hot pink, brown, and blonde. It's coolness. Im determined to buy a green sweater, but it seems I can't find a nice one, they're either ugly, or look like snot? Aw well hehe. Well I'm gonna go now......
--Lates<3--
Posted at 05:59 am by TragicxEndings
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Mar 6, 2005
Another Add On . . .
90.I hate keyboards
91.I like the sound of ghetto keyboards
92.I put faith in too many people
93.I went to church for the first time in my life
94.I didnt eat the dried bread(crackers) or drink the blood(juice)
95.I wish I could fly
96.I currently feel guilty
97.I feel pain ( emotionally) but don't know why
98.My blinds are open (eek)
99.Im getting ghetto fabulous shoes from sears
100.I enjoy underwear shopping
101.Im the whitest person ever
102.I like the colour green
103.I like the band snow patrol
104.I like trippy things
105.I have many trippy pictures which I stare at for at least 20 mins at a time
106.I love him but not him
107.I like family guy
108.I like lamps
109.Ice is never fun
Posted at 02:54 pm by TragicxEndings
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Mar 1, 2005
adding on....
56.Don't like windows(dont know if anyone is watching)
57.I love Dr.Pepper
58.Guns N Roses are amazing
59.Clowns are scary
60.When im scared I rock back and forth and laugh or make fun of whatever is scary
61.I hate Yogurt
62.I love the Yoplait commercial
63.I love Joe Boxer
64.Going Commando is hot
65.One of my favourite shows is Peep In The Big Wide World
66.Jack Daniels<3
67.I don't like clocks
68.I love oranges
69.What he doesn't know could change things between us
70.I like someone who likes me
71.Crackers are yummy
72.Crayons ...just... Crayons
73.Being bored sucks
74.I have the most amazing dance ever
75.I belong in a phsych ward
76.I have checkered socks
77.I have a blow up couch
78.Being in love stinks like bum
79.I have a cute cousin named benjamin
80.Im listening to music
81.Fish scare me
82.I like cookies
83.I like someone more then they think i like them ((****))
84.I hate KD
85.I love microwaved fries
86.I have a habit of chewing on pens
87.I have cool rings made of plastic
88.Im getting my lip pierced soon
89.Im currently redecorating my room
Posted at 01:50 pm by TragicxEndings
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[ѕιη][ѕøяяøω]&[ѕαđηεѕѕ]. . . .
Oki dok well today wasnt so good, im puzzling about some things and it hurts. I love someone so much but i cant stand them its weird. Oh i went to kick boxing for fitness today =D yay aha it was quite fun if i do say so myself. Going again tomorrow w0ot kayla is gonna be fit for the summer hehe. well gonna go now....
Posted at 01:15 pm by TragicxEndings
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